Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Sometimes I wonder

Is she ever scared?
Does she remember what the orphanage was like?
Does she ever wonder who her real mother is?
Does she ever think that we might leave her?
Does she ever think that we don't love her?
Does she always know that we will be there for her?
Does she remember her birth mom?
When she throws her fits over food is it because she doesn't know when she will get more?
Does she ever wonder "why do these white people love me so much?"

Sometimes these questions run through my brain.

Does Sonia know that her big sister prayed for her to come?



I love you Sonia Grace, I always will. When you are tired I will hold you. When you are hurt I will kiss your boo-boos. When you are happy I will be happy with you. When you have question I will answer it to the best of my ability. When you want to go shopping I would LOVE to take you shopping. When you want to play baby dolls, I will play with you. Just know that I love you and I will always be there for you. You are the perfect little sister! Your big sissy~Bailey Elizabeth