I want to write, to tell you all how I am.
But I really don't have any words to describe my feelings right now.
I'm tired of questions.
I'm hurting.
I'm overwhelmed.
I'm tired of how busy we've been this week- but hey it's reality.
School starts Tuesday, and I really don't know how in the world I'm going to do it. I don't. My mind explodes every time I think of it.
I miss her.
I want to just text her and talk for hours.
I want to get giddy when a letter from her is in the mailbox.
I want this to show up when my phone vibrates, "Paige :):)"
But it's not.
My heart hurts.
I want to sit beside her at Perfect Blend on our special day together.
I want her to get really excited about my book and how far I've come with it.
I want to walk in downtown Lexington as she takes pictures of me and anything that looks cute.
I want her to be here, to be there for me.
I just want Paige. That's all I want.
~Bailey
